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  • On Sale: February 23, 2010
  • Harlequin, 384 pages
  • Victorian Era, 1845
  • ISBN-13: 978-0373774609

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"4 1/2 Stars! In her inimitable style Joyce presents her unforgettable de Warrenes in a mesmerizing new romance. Her marvelous storytelling, combined with the high level of emotion, makes for a non-stop delight of a read."

–Kathe Robin, RT BOOKReviews

"5 Blue Ribbons. Reading a Brenda Joyce historical is like slowly eating warm, melted chocolate. You dip the spoon slowly, twirl it around, and then grab a bite and sigh."

–Natalie, Romance Junkies

"Dramatic emotions and wrenching choices keep the pages turning in this satisfying historical novel."

—Bookpage.com

"Ms. Joyce shines in her latest de Warenne novel. She has a flair for delivering dramatic scenes and vivid characters that fully engage readers. The secondary characters and storylines add richness to this thoroughly enjoyable tale."

—Suan Wilson, Fresh Fiction

"The intensity of emotion is beyond description in this seventh installment in the de Warenne Dynasty series. From the blissful heights of passion to the crushing depths of cruel betrayal, Joyce crafts an unforgettable tale. The characters are a wonderful assortment of ton and trash, and there’s never been a gossip mill more vindictive. Alexandra’s plight is heart-stopping and Stephen’s inner conflict practically radiates off the page. Prepare to lose sleep over this one."

—Sandra Van Winkle, ReadertoReader.com

"An Impossible Attraction resonates with the stirring storytelling and the affecting characters that readers have come to love and treasure from Brenda Joyce over the years, infused with fresh new characters making the offering not only about the timeless triumph of love, but also a celebration of the family in its most basic and touching form."

—The Mystic Castle

"In the absolutely amazing AN IMPOSSIBLE ATTRACTION Brenda Joyce reaffirms why she has remained one of the great historical romance authors for over two decades. This incredible double love story has all the hallmarks of a classic historical romance, characters so finely drawn they come to life on the page, details so rich you're whisked away to a bye gone era, and a romance so touching it will bring a tear to the reader's eye and a sigh when they turn the final page! Brava Ms. Joyce!"

—Pat Rouse, Rouse Readers Groups

An Impossible
Attraction

Never say never...

With her mother’s passing, Alexandra Bolton gave up on love to take care of her family. Now, with the Bolton name in disgrace due to her father’s profligate ways, marrying an elderly squire might be the only way to save her family from absolute ruin. But when she meets the infamous Duke of Clarewood, old dreams—and old passions—are awakened as never before. Yet she cannot accept his shocking proposition!

He is the wealthiest, most powerful peer in the realm, and having witnessed the cold horror of marriage as a child, he has vowed never to wed. But Alexandra Bolton inflames him as no woman has ever done, and she also serves him his first rejection! Now Clarewood—who always gets what he wants—will choose which rules to play by. But when passion finally brings them together, a terrible secret threatens to tear them apart...

From Chapter One

The huge black lacquered coach and its team of perfectly matched, pitch-black horses careened down the road, the red and gold Clarewood coat-of-arms emblazoned upon its doors. Two liveried servants stood on the coach’s back fender. Inside the coach’s luxurious interior, as red and gold as the family crest, the duke of Clarewood held casually onto a safety strap, his gaze on the dark gray skies outside. His mouth seemed to curve as thunder boomed, as if he approved. Lightning forked a moment later. His mouth seemed to shift a bit again. It was going to storm terrifically. He was amused, of course he was—a dull, dank day suited this dark occasion perfectly.

He tensed. And he was thinking about the previous duke—the man who had raised him. Stephen Mowbray, the eighth duke of Clarewood, universally recognized as the wealthiest and most powerful peer in the realm, turned his impassive blue gaze onto the dark gray mausoleum ahead. Situated atop a treeless knoll, it housed seven generations of Mowbray noblemen. And as the coach halted, it began to rain. He made no move to get out.

His grip on the safety strap tightened.

He had come to pay his respects to the previous duke, Tom Mowbray, on this, the fifteenth anniversary of his untimely death. He never thought about the past—he found the exercise useless—but today, his head had ached since he had arisen at dawn. On this particular day, there was just no getting around the past. How else did one pay their respects and honor the dead?

“I wish a word, Stephen.”

He’d been immersed in his studies. He was an excellent student, mastering every subject and discipline put before him, but achieving such excellence required diligence, dedication and discipline. However, the need to excel had been drilled into him from a very early age, after all, a duke was not allowed to fail. He couldn’t really recall a time in his life when he hadn’t been struggling to master some thing or another. No amount of fluency in French was adequate enough; no fence was high enough; no mathematical equation complicated enough. Even as a small boy, of six or seven, he would be up past midnight studying. And there was never any praise.

“This examination is marked ninety-two percent,” the seventh duke said harshly. He trembled, looking up at the tall, handsome blond man standing over him. “Yes, Your Grace.”

The examination was crumbled up and tossed into the fireplace. “You’ll take it again!” And he had had. He had gotten a ninety-four percent. The Duke had been so furious with him he’d been sent to his rooms and not allowed him out for the rest of the week. Eventually he’d gotten a hundred percent.

He realized his footman was holding the coach door open for him, while extending an open umbrella. It was raining a bit harder now.

His head ached uncomfortably. He nodded at the footmen and swung down from the coach, ignoring the umbrella. Although he wore the requisite felt hat, he instantly became soaked through. “You may wait here,” he told the footmen, who were as wet as he was.

And as he slogged across his property towards the mausoleum, he could see the Clarewood mansion just below the ridge where the marble vault loomed. Nestled in a magnificent park, it was pale and gray against the dark trees and even darker, wet skies. Thunder rolled overhead, to the east. The rain began in earnest now.

Stephen pushed open the heavy vault door and stepped inside, reaching for matches. He lit the lanterns, one by one, as thunder kept rolling in the distance. On the vault’s roof, the rain came down harder and faster now, like sledgehammers. He was very aware of Tom Mowbray, lying in effigy across the chamber, and waiting for him.

He’d come into the duchy at the age of sixteen. He’d already known that Tom was not his biological father, not that he had been told. After all, he was being groomed to be the next duke, to be Tom’s heir. The realization hadn’t been an epiphany or a revelation. It had been a slowly creeping awareness, a nagging and growing comprehension. The Duke was renowned for his affairs but there were no other siblings, not even a bastard one, which was very odd. And even as isolated as his childhood was—his life was tutors and masters, the Duke and Duchess, and Clarewood—he was somehow aware of the rumors. They’d swirled about him his entire life, from the moment he’d first understood the spoken word. His young ears had caught the gossip many times, whether at a great Clarewood ball, or below stairs between servants. And while he’d ignored the whispers of changeling and bastard, eventually, it had begun to sink in.

The lessons of childhood could serve a man well, he thought. Gossip followed him wherever he went, threaded with envy, jealousy and malice. He never paid attentions to the barbs. Why would he? No one welded as much power in the realm as he did—outside of the royal family. If they wanted to accuse him of being cold, ruthless and uncaring of anything and anyone other than Clarewood, he hardly cared. The Clarewood legacy took up all of his time, as did the Foundation he had founded in its name. Since taking up the reins of the duchy, he had tripled its value, while the Foundation had asylums, hospitals and other charities throughout the greater realm.

He stared across the chamber at the pale stone effigy of his father. His mother, the Dowager Duchess, had declined to join him that day. He did not blame her. The previous Duke had been a cold, critical and demanding man—a harsh taskmaster for them both. He would never forget her endless defenses of him—and their unending rancor, their hostile debates. Yet Tom had done his duty, hadn’t he? His duty to Clarewood had been to make certain Stephen had the character necessary to succor the estate, and he had succeeded. Most men could not manage the vast responsibility that came along with the duchy. He looked forward to it.

It was shockingly still in the tomb, but not silent. The rain pounded on the roof, over his head, almost deafening. Stephen took a torch from the wall and slowly walked over to the white marble coffin and stared down at the Duke’s stone image. He didn’t bother to speak—there was nothing he wished to say.

But it hadn’t always been that way.

“He is asking for you.”

His insides lurched with frightening force. He carefully closed the textbook he was reading and looked up at his mother. She was so pale now he knew that the Duke was finally at death’s door. He’d been close to dying for three days now, and the wait had almost been interminable. It was not that he wanted his father to die. It was that it was inevitable, and the tension had become unbearable for everyone, even for him. Yet he had been taught that a duke could and would bear any burden, in the name of the duchy.

He slowly stood, trying to hold his feelings at bay, and uncertain of what they were, exactly. He was the next duke of Clarewood, and he would always accept his duty and do what he must. He had been trained from birth for this day; if his father would die, then he would take over the reins of the dukedom--and he would excel as its eighth duke. Any uncertainty he felt he would simply quash. Uncertainty was not allowed—nor was fear or anger or pain.

The Duchess stared closely at him, as if expecting tears.

He would never cry—and certainly not in public. He nodded grimly at her and they left his suite of rooms. Even if she expected grief from him, he’d never reveal such feelings. Besides, he was in control. He’d learned that self-control was personal salvation, long ago, as a small boy.

The man lying on the sickbed, one of the most powerful peers in the realm, was unrecognizable now. Diptheria had wasted his body away, leaving a small and gaunt shadow in place of the man he’d once been. Stephen tensed, for one moment, the control slipping. In that moment, he did not want his father to die.

This man had raised him, claimed him as his own, given him everything….

The Duke’s eyes opened. His gaze was blue and unfocused, but it instantly sharpened. Stephen strode forward, fighting the sick fear, aware now, too late, that he loved the duke. “Is there anything I can get you, Your Grace?” And he realized he wanted to take his father’s hands and cling to them—and tell him how grateful he was—and that he must not die!

They stared at one another. And suddenly it crossed his mind that in this last moment of the Duke’s life, he’d like to know that the Duke was pleased with him. Because there had never been a word of praise; there had been criticism, disapproval, rebukes. There had been long lectures on duty, diligence, and the pursuit of excellence. There had been sermons on character and honor. There had been the occasional blow, the dreaded riding crop. But there had never been praise. He so desperately wished for praise—and maybe affection—now.

“Father?”

The duke had been staring, his lips twisted with scorn, as if he knew what Stephen wanted. “Clarewood is everything,” he wheezed. “Your duty is Clarewood.”

He wet his lips, oddly dismayed, almost desperate, feelings he was unfamiliar with. The Duke was going to die at any time, and maybe within moments. Was he pleased? Proud? Did he even love him? “Of course,” he said, breathing in hard.

“You will do me proud,” the Duke said. “Are you crying?”

He stiffened. “Dukes do not cry.”

“Damned right,” the Duke choked. “Swear on the Bible, you will never forsake Clarewood.”

Stephen turned, saw the Bible, and picked it up. He realized his hands were unsteady, and his voice uneven. He realized that no praise, no kindness and no words or sign of affection were forthcoming. “Clarewood is my duty,” he said.

And the Duke’s eyes blazed with satisfaction. A moment later they were sightless.

Stephen heard a sharp inhalation in the tomb. He stared at the effigy, realizing he had made that sound. He certainly owed everything to Tom Mowbray, and he would not criticize him now.

“You’re probably pleased, aren’t you? That they call me cold, ruthless and heartless. That they see me in your image.” His voice echoed in the chamber. If Mowbray heard, he did not respond or give a sign.

“Talking to the dead?”

Stephen started, whirling. But only one man would dare intrude upon him, and that was his cousin and best friend, Alexi de Warenne.

Alexi lounged near the vault door, which was ajar, soaking wet and disheveled, dark hair in his vivid blue eyes. “Guillermo said I would find you here. How morbid you have become, carousing with the dead.” But he grinned widely.

He was very pleased to see his cousin, not that anyone outside of the family knew of their biological relationship. They’d been close since childhood, and he supposed the old adage that opposites did attract was true. His mother had brought him to Harrington Hall when he was nine years old, and that day, he’d met so many children he could not keep track of their names. Of course, they were all his de Warenne and O’Neil cousins. He hadn’t known that then, as he hadn’t realized until much later that Sir Rex de Warenne was his natural father, and he’d been stunned by the warmth and casual, open affection in the family—he hadn’t known a family could be so loving, and that a house could contain so much laughter. And he hadn’t known what to do, really, because he didn’t know any one and he didn’t belong there. But his mother had gone off with the ladies, so he’d stood on the fringes of the crowded room, his hands in the pockets of his jacket, watching the boys and girls chattering and playing happily with one another. And it was Alexi who’d come up to him and demanded he go outside with him and several other boys and do what boys do—find trouble, and lots of it. They’d stolen horses and gone riding through the Greenwich streets at a gallop, overturning vendors’ carts and chasing pedestrians away. Everyone had been punished that night. The Duke had been livid with his behavior—he’d taken out his strap—but he’d had the time of his life. Their friendship had begun that day.

Although married and comfortably settled now, Alexi remained the freest spirit and most independent thinker he knew. They could argue for hours on almost any subject; they usually agreed on broad conclusions, but disagreed on almost every detail. Before his marriage they had caroused together, and frequently--Alexi had been a notorious ladies man. Stephen admired his cousin—and he almost envied him. Alexi had made his life exactly what he wished for it to be—he had not been the servant of duty or a slave to legacy. Stephen could not imagine having had such choices or such freedom. But he had also followed in his father footsteps, and had a global shipping enterprise. In fact, until he’d married Elysse, the sea had been his great love. Now, amazingly, his wife joined him on his longer voyages, and they had residences around the world.

“I am hardly conversing with the dead, much less carousing,” he said dryly, walking over to Alexi and embracing him very briefly. “I was wondering when you would get back to town. How is Hong Kong and more importantly, how is your wife?”

“My wife is doing very well, and if you must know, she is thrilled to be home—and she misses you, Stephen. God knows why! It must be your irrepressible charm.” Alexi grinned and then glanced at the effigy. “It’s pouring outside, and the road below is about to be flooded. We may have to wait out the storm here. Aren’t you glad I have come?” Alexi took a flask out of his pocket. “We can honor old Tom together. Cheers.”

He felt himself smile. “If I must be honest, I am pleased you are both back, and yes, I will have a drink.” But he didn’t add that they both knew Alexi had despised Tom Mowbray, and wouldn’t think of truly honoring him. Alexi hadn’t ever understood Tom’s methods as a father.

He had been raised so differently. There had never been verbal lashings, or whip lashings, either.

Alexi handed him the flask. “He does look better in stone, by the way. And the likeness is startling.”

Stephen drank and handed the flask back. “We cannot disrespect the dead,” he warned. “Of course not, God forbid you fail in your duty to honor him and succor the dukedom. I see you have not changed.” Alexi drank. “All duty and no play…how respectable you are, Your Grace.”

“My duty is my life, and I have not changed, for better or for worse,” he said mildly, amused. Alexi loved to lecture him on his failure to seize upon life’s lighter moments. “Some of us do have responsibilities.”

Alexi made a sound. “Responsibilities are one thing, shackles, another.” He drank again.

“Yes, I am so terribly enslaved,” Stephen responded, “and it is a terrible fate, to have the power to buy, take, or make anything I want, whenever I want.”

“Tom taught you so well, but one day, the de Warenne part of you will emerge.” Alexi was unperturbed. “Even if your power scares everyone else into abject obedience, obsequious fawning or outright submission, I will always attempt to steer you in the right direction.”

“I would not be a very adept duke if I were not obeyed,” he said mildly. “Clarewood would be in shambles. And I believe the family has enough reckless adventurers,” Stephen smiled. The truth was, the de Warenne men were only reckless until they settled down, and Alexi was glaring proof of that.

“Clarewood in shambles? That is an impossibility, as long as you are at the helm!” Alexi gave him a mock salute. “And I see you have decided not to follow in my footsteps, after all. I am unbearably despondent.”

Stephen smiled. Alexi smiled back.

Then he said, “So I take it nothing has changed and you are still Britain’s most eligible bachelor?”

Now he was amused. His de Warenne relations—those who knew that Sire Rex was his father—loved to nag him about his bachelor status. Of course, he did need an heir. He simply dreaded a cold, bitter and boring marriage. “You have been gone ten or eleven months. What did you expect, to find me betrothed, at long last?”

“You have just turned thirty-two and it has been fifteen years since you began searching for a bride.”

“One can hardly rush the process.” He was wry.

“Rush? You mean delay. One can only delay the inevitable, Stephen, and I, for one, am glad you have rejected this Season’s latest offering. You might even rethink choosing from the latest crop of eighteen year old debutantes, by the way.”

“I will admit, inane banter with an eighteen year old, no matter how polished, had become a discipline I dread. Of course, you will never repeat this.”

“You are growing up!” Alexi exclaimed, crossing his heart.

Stephen laughed. He rarely did so, but Alexi could always make him see the humor in a situation. “I hope so—I am middle aged.”

They shared another drink, this time in silence. And Alexi said, “So nothing has changed while I have been gone? You remain as industrious as ever, building hospitals for unwed mothers and managing mining leases for the duchy?”

He hesitated. “Nothing has changed.”

“How boring.” Alex’s smile faded and he glanced at the effigy. “Old Tom there must be proud--finally.”

And Stephen tensed. He glanced at the effigy too. And for one moment, it was as if Tom had sat up and was staring mockingly at him, as alive as they were---and he was accusatory now. His tension increased but then the memory was gone. Unfortunately, Tom had looked at him with such scorn a thousand times. He preferred to forget, but today was the one day he always remembered. “I doubt it.”

They shared a more somber look. “Sir Rex is proud,” Alexi finally said. “And by the way, you are nothing like him, even if you try to be exactly like him.”

Alexi had overheard him talking to the effigy. Stephen considered the comment. “I have no delusions about my character, Alexi. But as far as Sir Rex goes, he has always been attentive and supportive. He was kind to me when I was a boy, before I even guessed at the true nature of our relationship. You are probably right. But frankly, it doesn’t matter. I do not need anyone to admire me, or be proud of my achievements. I know what I must do. I know my duty—mock it if you will.”

“Damn it, your character is just fine!” And Alexi was angry, his blue eyes sparking. “I came to rescue you from old Tom, but now, I think I must rescue you from yourself. And everyone needs affection and admiration, Stephen, even you.”

“You are wrong,” he said instantly, meaning it.

“Why? Because you grew up without any affection, you assume you can and will live that way? Thank God you are a de Warenne in fact, by blood!”

He did not want to walk out on that particular plank and he said, “I do not need rescuing, Alexi. I am the one with the power, remember? I am the one who does the rescuing.”

“Ah, yes, and the good works you do for those who cannot help themselves is admirable! But maybe it keeps you sane—because it prevents you from realizing the cold truth about yourself.”

He felt a twinge of anger, which he quashed. “Why are you harping on me?”

“Because I am your cousin, and if I don’t, who will?”

“Your wife—your sister—and any other number of relations.”

He grinned. “Enough said, then. Let’s make a dash for the coach and if the road below is flooded, we will swim.”

Stephen started to laugh. “And if you drown, Elysse will drown me! I suggest we wait out the storm here.”

“Yes, she probably will, and of course, you would choose to be sensible and pragmatic.” But Alexi opened the vault door. The downpour remained torrential. “I am bored with old Tom. I vote we adjourn to your library for the very finest, and oldest, Irish whiskey in your cabinet.” But he glanced back into the vault. “You know, I think he is here, eavesdropping on us, as disapproving as ever.”

Stephen tensed and said sharply, “He is dead, for god’s sake, and has been dead for fifteen years.” But he wondered if his friend had felt the old man’s presence, too.

“Then why aren’t you free of him?”

He started. What did that mean? He said carefully, “I am very free of him, Alexi, just as I am free of the past. But duty rules me, and surely, even you can understand that. I am Clarewood.”

Alexi stared. “No, Stephen, you aren’t free, not of him and not of the past, and I wish you could see that. But you are right, you are ruled by duty, and by now, I should not expect anything else. Except, oddly, I do.”

Alexi was wrong; Alexi didn’t understand the Clarewood legacy. And he didn’t feel like arguing about it. He simply wanted to escape Tom. “The rain has let up; let’s go.”

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